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Its strange how I have to deal with labels like "emo" or "dark". Its really amusing to see people in their happy bubbles and padded lives not having to go through the realities of what life truely is at its very core. Life IS a beautiful thing no question, but sometimes the ugliness that marrs its beauty can be so infuriating it leaves one hollow and quite disillusioned with the whole thing altogether. Thats not to say I despise my life. Far from it. Its just that I dont understand why some people fail to see that living in the pain of loss is my way. Why do you grimace ? Wherefore do you wretch at my agony, when all that aches is my being, my soul. It is my pain and I wish not to share. Why then must you take from me, the one thing I still hold dear. The signs are as clear as day, if you would but clear your eyes. So blurry from the waking sleep you have enforced, upon yourself. These balms you lay upon my wounds, are worthless as your words. Which you hurl at me, ...
Have you ever found that no matter how hard you try, you always end up hurting the people you love the most ? I mean, you intend to do the right thing but somewhere down the way its twisted and contorted from its form and turned into some grotesque imitation of what it was intended to be. And of course, the one it was intended for can hardly be blamed for not seeing the beauty in it. Its sad how time after time I try so desperately to become a better person and somehow always end up repeating the same old mistakes.Falling over the stones. But I'm not going to let that keep me from trying. Oh no. I'm going to make sure that I let them know in whatever way I can that I love them. that I do care. If the believe me then thats great and if they don't, well I'm still going to keep loving them. Because love is a selfish thing. You don't do it for someone else. No one asks you to fall in love with them. You fall in love because its what YOU want.
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