Brain Failure

Once more I find myself shocked and appalled by the sheer disregard our government shows for the way they spend the honest taxpayers hard earned money. I finally had the misfortune of seeing the ugly(Read hideous) statues that Mayawati is erecting. As if seeing her in reel life wasnt bad enough now people will be constantly reminded constantly of our helplesness as regards our own government. Should an elected representative (Who shouldnt have been elected to begin with) really have so much power ? I mean being able to waste 200 crores worth of funds on something as vile as a Mayawati statue is nothing short of ridiculous. That money could have fed thousands of hungry people. It could have been given out to farmers in state as relief since the late monsoon has resulted in burnt crops all over. Instead we have large numbers of 'behn ji' statues being erected in honor of a chief minister who probably cant even recite declaration of independence. Though im sure she remembers her ...

Say what you will about humanity, you can't fault us for not having an ego. Being wrong is something we have a very major problem dealing with. Something, somewhere has gone wrong in more ways than one because it seems almost everyone nowadays wears their ego on their sleeves. And its not just the adults either.Adolescents and tweens alike are steadily shirking responsibility and taking up the words,"Its not my fault". This however is not a discussion of the minor everyday details and squabbles.Whats troubling is the big picture. With this rapid degeneration of a mature sense of responsibility, all our troubles seem to arise from thin air. Fat people arent fat cause they eat too much but because Burger companies didnt warn them.Hah.FAT-lot-of good it does even after that. Teens can get away with anything short of murder because they are faced with "hormonal" changes and imbalances. I ask you, how come our forefathers managed to keep theirs in check? And if they ...

However many ways you look at it, lifes not simple. Theres so much more to it than just getting along day by day. How then can one try and lead a ' simple ' life ? Infact, is there any such thing as a simple life ? This is just one of the many things I intend to think about during my vacations. Having somehow scraped through and utterly undelightful and stupor inducing second semester at college. Apart from an ocassional penguin caper( ahem ahem), there was little else of any importance....save my end of term exams which sucked donkey balls.Excuse the lack of poise on that last one but it was just that. So please look foward to a lot more dastardly writing from the demons in my head....

Well its that god damn time of the year again when all the bright faced little teens with their bright eyes little lovers flock around holding hands, kissing and basically making a god darn nuisance of themselves.Ofcourse the fact I am omitting from this little rant is that the only reason their imitations of writhing reptiles makes me nauseous in because its almost 14th feb. and I still dont have a date.Damn it! What the hell is wrong here? Its not that I dont try.I guess its just that I dont care enough.Is that wrong somehow? To expect the other person to support the relationship completely? Coz ever since my most recent breakup I have more or less decided any girl who wants to be with me can make up her own goddamn mind and come and tell me.I am NOT spending time and energy on something where the odds of getting a negative response are ridiculously high. No no no no no no... I think I'd much rather just wallow in a bit of self pity.And then eat a nice big bowl of hot chocolate f...

Yes...yes indeed.It is quite amazing yet so undeniably true.The darkness has lifted and my heart is light once more.All the pain and anguish from losing what I held most dear to me is now gone.And in its place is a warmth ever so comforting. Life it seems, is indeed worth living even though our deities test us from time to time just to make sure we dont get over confident or rusty.The small stuff isnt worth sweating over.The big stuff....well most important things in life actually happen just the way that makes your life a little easier or better in the long run.Ofcourse Human shortsightedness causes even the best of us(Ahem....read ME) to let grief and other such petty emotions to cloud our judgement. That said, I am not giving up on my good for nothing,rectal orifice friends.They have their flaws but i suppose under the layers of excreata there must be some merits aswell.Ha ha...ha ha -_- Keeping in the happy happy spirit of things(and I do seem to be going quite a way with my joy at...

Well well well.Back in college I am and isnt life just grand? Just another bunch of people I have to deal with who have no understanding of who or what I am or exactly what I feel.But ofcourse I understood that before I even came here.Its been like that since the beginning of time ... or well since I was born...which isnt exactly the same thing but thats not the point to begin with now is it? Well I did manage to save up a 1000 bucks this time around.Woohoo.Not bad for 3 straight days of starving but then again who said money comes without its price? Sure I could have been stuffing myself full of puke smelling goo but I prefer to spend my green on something of more use....like a bass guitar for instance. Anyhooo....this is just me checkin in to reup this lil blog of mine.If any of you fools really do read this please dont hold me responsible for anything written here. Its just the little voice inside my head telling me what to do....I cant control it.!!! CYA RTARDS! Dead poet out.

30th December 2009 Aaaaaaargh!!!! Why oh why oh why oh why? Why the hell did I decide to go walking in the worst, most worn out, pathetic shoes with my hair a total mess.I could actually hear the snickers as I walked along.Okay, so it wasn't THAT long a walk.But it was pretty far to go in bad shoes.All the way from Nemi Road to Hathibarkala.Meeeeh. With nothing better to do I let my thoughts wander and while crossing a particularly busy stretch of road I had an interesting personal breakthrough! So ready or not here I go.From today I refuse to be taken for granted.I'm giving up my softer than mush center and letting it harden all the way to my armored exterior.Afterall, that kind of personality would suit my incredible size and stature.Hehe...Im also planning to go in for a Gajhini style haircut.Mebe my packs and cuts arent quite upto the 8 pack chiseled to perfection level but then again I'm not a 5'5 midget. My dear friend dodged the coffee again so its seeming as if ...