Brain Failure

However many ways you look at it, lifes not simple. Theres so much more to it than just getting along day by day. How then can one try and lead a ' simple ' life ? Infact, is there any such thing as a simple life ? This is just one of the many things I intend to think about during my vacations. Having somehow scraped through and utterly undelightful and stupor inducing second semester at college. Apart from an ocassional penguin caper( ahem ahem), there was little else of any importance....save my end of term exams which sucked donkey balls.Excuse the lack of poise on that last one but it was just that. So please look foward to a lot more dastardly writing from the demons in my head....

Well its that god damn time of the year again when all the bright faced little teens with their bright eyes little lovers flock around holding hands, kissing and basically making a god darn nuisance of themselves.Ofcourse the fact I am omitting from this little rant is that the only reason their imitations of writhing reptiles makes me nauseous in because its almost 14th feb. and I still dont have a date.Damn it! What the hell is wrong here? Its not that I dont try.I guess its just that I dont care enough.Is that wrong somehow? To expect the other person to support the relationship completely? Coz ever since my most recent breakup I have more or less decided any girl who wants to be with me can make up her own goddamn mind and come and tell me.I am NOT spending time and energy on something where the odds of getting a negative response are ridiculously high. No no no no no no... I think I'd much rather just wallow in a bit of self pity.And then eat a nice big bowl of hot chocolate f...

Yes...yes indeed.It is quite amazing yet so undeniably true.The darkness has lifted and my heart is light once more.All the pain and anguish from losing what I held most dear to me is now gone.And in its place is a warmth ever so comforting. Life it seems, is indeed worth living even though our deities test us from time to time just to make sure we dont get over confident or rusty.The small stuff isnt worth sweating over.The big stuff....well most important things in life actually happen just the way that makes your life a little easier or better in the long run.Ofcourse Human shortsightedness causes even the best of us(Ahem....read ME) to let grief and other such petty emotions to cloud our judgement. That said, I am not giving up on my good for nothing,rectal orifice friends.They have their flaws but i suppose under the layers of excreata there must be some merits aswell.Ha ha...ha ha -_- Keeping in the happy happy spirit of things(and I do seem to be going quite a way with my joy at...

Well well well.Back in college I am and isnt life just grand? Just another bunch of people I have to deal with who have no understanding of who or what I am or exactly what I feel.But ofcourse I understood that before I even came here.Its been like that since the beginning of time ... or well since I was born...which isnt exactly the same thing but thats not the point to begin with now is it? Well I did manage to save up a 1000 bucks this time around.Woohoo.Not bad for 3 straight days of starving but then again who said money comes without its price? Sure I could have been stuffing myself full of puke smelling goo but I prefer to spend my green on something of more use....like a bass guitar for instance. Anyhooo....this is just me checkin in to reup this lil blog of mine.If any of you fools really do read this please dont hold me responsible for anything written here. Its just the little voice inside my head telling me what to do....I cant control it.!!! CYA RTARDS! Dead poet out.

30th December 2009 Aaaaaaargh!!!! Why oh why oh why oh why? Why the hell did I decide to go walking in the worst, most worn out, pathetic shoes with my hair a total mess.I could actually hear the snickers as I walked along.Okay, so it wasn't THAT long a walk.But it was pretty far to go in bad shoes.All the way from Nemi Road to Hathibarkala.Meeeeh. With nothing better to do I let my thoughts wander and while crossing a particularly busy stretch of road I had an interesting personal breakthrough! So ready or not here I go.From today I refuse to be taken for granted.I'm giving up my softer than mush center and letting it harden all the way to my armored exterior.Afterall, that kind of personality would suit my incredible size and stature.Hehe...Im also planning to go in for a Gajhini style haircut.Mebe my packs and cuts arent quite upto the 8 pack chiseled to perfection level but then again I'm not a 5'5 midget. My dear friend dodged the coffee again so its seeming as if ...

Excuse my Latin, I never learnt it....thankfully there are a wide variety of online translators available for the purpose of simplistic translation.Ha.Amazing what you can do with a little modern technology. Well...today certainly was an interesting day... The coffee thing never quite happened but I went for basketball with my friend anyhow.Guess who beat who? Well ofcourse, he wiped my butt all across the damn court.I dont know why I even bother trying.I just want to wipe that smirk off his face once...Grrrrr.. Then we headed off for something to eat.Good thing about being home is somehow you seem to spend less on food even if you technically eat more than you normally do in college.I dont know, its kinda like a sister law to Murphy's. Its difficult to explain but we all know it holds good no matter what. Well so we ate at this place called Melting Moments and headed off towards mah friends college for some work he had to do.On the way he met up wid some other buds of his who he h...

28th December 2008: Well well well... Seems not everything is as dark and grey in my little hell.I suddenly got reaquainted with this angelic and oh-so-cool girl I knew from school.....I actually sat and chatted with her for long while today.At the very least this seems to be the start of something remotely interesting in my boring life. That is if you call organizing an end of year party boring....and having to dj the party as well boring...and being a sleeping zombie while writing your blog boring. But I digress, the point is this - today was a (GASP!!!) good day.Im forced to admit that.Its a terrible thing to come to terms with but apparently such things happen to me as well.Afterall even the greatest have their flaws.If I was perfect I would be god.And im not because clearly I am not able to get around this little free will thing.A nd my Flameball and Lightning bolt seem to be giving me trouble as well..Ah well.... Thats about it for the day I suppose.Barring the fact that in an u...